At the age of five I was raped also

 In every second of their lives they like deceive people, that's their goal. One day my parents let me & my brothers to my other grandparents; I was 5 years old. At the present time at the house it was living my uncle who raped me after one day at the house, in his own room. We stayed for vacations there without our parents for almost 5 days and he raped over 10 times, some of which my brothers had helped him to bring me at the bedroom with no windows, the one door was locked and the other was he in front of.

In this point I would like to be more specific about my personality. My rapist grandfather originally tried to transform me to a gay person in a such foxy way. My father instead of protecting me or react in favor of me, his innocent son, he sold me for playing in casinos and other stuffs with the money he gained. There was given permission to my brothers to bother me and drive me crazy, so they had to put me in a psychiatric institution or a juvenile detention center. My aunt had said that she can handle it because she knows people to do so. They could torture me in home in any way they wanted. One time my father was giving them the permission to abuse me as they like, but my brothers didn't make against me any physical sexual abuse. It was 20 years of absolute terror with the rape and death threats by everyone, even my teacher at high school. It is a well formed organization who wants everbody to suffer.

Let's take a holistic view of the terror confrontation. It was a matter of war essence for them to isolate me and depress me afterwards. Back then at my grandparents home during summer vacations, my uncle raped me again with my other uncle who came for a visit. They had drugged me and record the rape two times in a camera for purchasing causes at dark web market of North America and Germany. Both have connections with the organization of pedophiles and sadists in general.

The day of returning home found me silent without talking at all to my parents, except when we got home I told them what uncle had done to me, but my mother didn't seem to understand anything. Although my father again took my hand and we go to my uncle to talk to him. They negotiate and conclude of paying him some money to hide the truth. My father was furious, but when the money flowed he was calm. The bitter thing is he never was in need of money, because he made plenty with his job. Cause of my strong feelings of unfairness I was about to destroy their filthy plans for the world, and for that they put drugs in my mouth every day via juice or simply with a pill. One time my aunt who works still today in paramedics gave me dug in my veins, which almost set me disabled or even dead. 

Nothing of these worked enough and in a few months from the event I was brutally tortured by police officers with electricity 2 times in one day, and they sterilized me. I was 5 years old and they had recorded their actions. One of my uncles was in the sadistic department of this organization. Also the masonic lodge and my uncle who is an unstated satanist had propose this solution independently one from another. My own father with my rapist grandfather accepted because otherwise they had killed me. The headmaster of the organization, who is a masonic member, had threaten them that if the story goes in public he will order to kill my own relatives, even my brothers.